In this book, you'll read just how gut-wrenching it was to feel everything and nothing all at once while deployed. Imagine how lonely i felt through it all? The good that i found, while going through the bad, and the ugly was my reality. There was love lost, love found, and lost again. Depression comes in all forms; though most of the poems in this book seem hopeless, you can still find happiness and peace within them. Someone out there understands, even if at the end of the day it's only the one looking back at you in the mirror.