On the surface navigating relationships is like swimming through an ocean current that shifts in the way that emotions do, at least for me anyway. Traversing through ever-turbulent waters I ask myself, "how do I keep steady when the waves of broken relationships crash against me constantly?" As a three-time loser, I fight to remain focused, but life lay upon me like a broken mountain. I need to stand unmovable remembering that the promises given must be the promises kept. What should I do with my fireflies? Should I chase after them or stand and fight for something that is long gone? Love is ever fleeting like a thing of the past and chasing after a moving target has me winded. Tell me, should I leave or should I stay? This is the brutality of my situation.