Suffering with chronic anxiety and depression have been an everyday aspect of life for Thomas Grey since childhood. He has fought hard to eradicate their toxic influence over the years, but nothing seems to work, that is, other than becoming addicted to alcohol and isolating himself away from those whom he loves most.With the threat of losing his wife and only child looming over him, because of his negative habits, Thomas turns to the one person who can always look on the brighter side of life for help—his closest friend, Darren—in the hope of defeating his mental health ailments and painful flashbacks once and for all.However, Thomas soon learns that even the strongest of individuals can be the most vulnerable in secret, and with this stark realisation comes the greatest desire of all: to seek out the light in the darkness—the answer to his ultimate burden—the solution he has been desperately yearning for.Trigger Warnings: This book contains scenes which involve anxiety, depression, suicide/suicidal thoughts, racism, sexual abuse, self-harming, substance abuse, some instances where regional dialects are used, and language that some readers may find upsetting/offensive. Due to the subject nature of this novel, it may not be suitable for readers under the age of 18 and for those presently held in a vulnerable state of mind.